So ends 13 years of fear, despair, struggle, grief, and want. It's over. The nightmare is over. There was a light at the end of the tunnel just as I believed, and it wasn't a train! They were also 13 years of dedication, cooperation, hope, humor, and love, and that was what gave me the strength to get through. Thanks for hanging in there with me through the years. It means more than I can express.